Sunday, January 29, 2012

Walking Home

"Oh night of unending snow, please don't let me fall!" she thought as she made the familiarly long trek from her car parked way down the block to the warm assurance of her Cobalt Blue apartment door.

The magical slowness of crystal falling all about her, prismatically catching the street lamps, made her feel dreamy and restless at the same time. Her mind, the hare, raced over the evening's events- the wine, the opening, the library office, the letter she accidentally saw- all of it. Her body, the tortoise, slowly made deliberate and measured lace of the shimmer below.

This was a feeling she was very used to, having lived here all of her life, but for some reason it always felt unprepared; almost crazy. How can the body, so flexible and supple become a stiff stick figure; toes clenching invisible ground through shoes and eyes divining through the amassed white glitter a methodical path devoid of dreaded black ice? Couldn't she have stored up some of the humid heat from summer? Some of the steadiness of running spring mornings? How could this body with its heavy thoughts feel like it was learning to walk again?

Although...everything in her body did feel light and transcendent for the first time in a long time. Melted almost. His last touch still searing through her yellow sweater; surely her skin was singed beneath its fibers. She would have to check later.

What he said that night would stick with her for years. It would haunt her thoughts and push her onward.

One word...only one word. The simplest answer to her complex question.

"Yes"

Saturday, January 28, 2012

Chance

if everything is as it was
in his smile
it was all worth it
for that small while
when i had that
coy black glance
and never more
At least I took my chance
on everything
as it was
in my core

The Year Before Love

THE YEAR BEFORE LOVE

THE EARTH GLISTENED, UN-ADORED

TILL THE FIRST TEAR FELL


Friday, January 27, 2012

Seeing You

I don't
need
to close
my eyes
to
see
you anymore

...life is good.

Sky Song

I took to the sky tonight
to dream
Pretty Dreams

I look to the sky tonight
to wish
Lovely Wishes

I feel you in my sky now
as I land
on Pretty Land

And sky, tonight, watch me
embrace
my Lovely Love

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Learning


I am learning your language
to use it against you
We both know this
And yet still you teach me so gently
Each roll of the tongue
Each sweet sound
and little letter
Words of love are the words of war
And now
in my infancy
I rest my head on the tip of my pen
But this, we both know,
is the salutation to a manifesto.

Moving Trains

My head broke when I heard the news.
My time is too short here
to not run to you
at full speed.
But moving trains
and tomorrow's paper
will show
that at half speed
the heart breaks
slow.